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28 March 2009 @ 10:38 pm
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28 March 2009 @ 08:01 pm
So for my b-day (the 31st) I get to sit around while my mom gets her breaks done, her nails done, and maybe even her hair done. If we have time after all of that I might get to see Monsters vs. Aliens in 3D and might get to go to dinner but it all depends on how long everything else takes. I'm not big on b-day but thats because it seems that every year people (like mom) is always doing something else so I get stuck at home waiting around just to find out nothings going to happen anyways. I think I'm just going to to tell her nevermind this year because I rather know right away that nothings going to happen instead of waiting around again.
16 February 2009 @ 11:43 am
So once again my plans for starting hormones have fallen through. I just want to start so I can get better but gezz....
Okay so I wanted to post a few of the poems I've written lately because I think their actually good.

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13 February 2009 @ 02:41 pm
So I keep dreaming about my class field trip this up and coming Thursday the 19th for one of my college fashion classes. What we are doing is going to one store for males and two stores for females and maybe one make-up store most likely. And see here is the problem since I'm teacher is not all there shes been telling the class I'm a girl so now the whole class thinks that, well I maybe a bio girl but I AM A MAN so I'm freaking out that when we get there and the guys look for clothes that would fit their body type that I wont about able to do it and the teacher (and students) will be expecting my to look for women clothes I AM NOOOOOOOT okay with that at all. And I don't even wanna get started on going to the make-up store. I really don't think this is going to end well.

"With so little sleep
At least you'd think I'd find some peace in my dreams
In my dreams
But my mind still winds up on the same thing
The same scene
The same themes" PowerSpace.
04 February 2009 @ 01:12 pm
House MD


Backstreet Boys

Billy Idol

Elton John

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20 January 2009 @ 11:36 am
I made an appointment to start up on hormones on Feb 20th I can't wait whether I get to start them that day or not its no big just cuz now I know its going to happen, Yes I can't. Oh a suck yer note my binder fucking sucks I have to get a new one but I'll most likely be able to so I just have to remind myself that I will get one. I FUCKING HATE shower day ugh thats all I have to say about that.

I really need to get back to using this more, Brit get on me about that.
Feel I like I need to stop, it's the responsible thing to do but then I'm just back to square one hhhh this is going to kill me.....
Current Mood: depressed
Current Music: The Ataris - "The Hero Dies In This One"
24 November 2008 @ 09:09 am

Backstreet Boys

Good Charlotte

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21 September 2008 @ 12:32 pm
I know it's been a long time since I've updated but I just havn't been doing so well mentaly latly but I'm on my break now and my new college classes wont start till the 8th so I hope I'll be better by then and I'll only be going one day a week this time and best of all the the classes are art so that something to look forwrad to. On another note yestreday was horable for some resaon mom felt the need to call me by my female name every other word she said that REALLY didn't help my mood it made things wrose, because I thought things were getting better with my name since she started tell Ean that I was changing my name but of course mom just reverts back FUCK I HATE IT!!