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28 March 2009 @ 10:38 pm

Love can be painful

I shouldn’t be so sad I know that
But I can’t help it
Four days is a long time for me
It already feels like a bloody eternity
You’ll be home soon and everything will be okay
I just don’t want to wait that long
I never say myself as a selfish or jealous man
But with you I am
I hate sharing you
I want you here with me
I don’t are what other people say
I’m so damn in love with you it hurts
And I’m so pissed that your not here with me
Like you should be
But it’s not fair for me to feel this way
You have other people in your life
And I’m sorry if I forget that
I just love you to much to care about them
I just want you here with me baby.

Not Always the Right Thing

I know not everything I’ve said was the right thing to say,
And I know I’ve made you cry,
And I know that most of the time you can do so much better then me,
That’s not something I’d say too much though for fear you’d believe it one day and leave me,
I know if I had to I could live with out you,
But that’s not something I’m willing to try,
And I know as I lay here in bed you’re the only thing that matters,
The only one wroth my time, my kisses, my hugs,
You’re the one for the rest of my life,
The one I will always want.

The Spider

There lurking on the wall
A spider creeps
It’s 8 hairy legs
It’s eyeless face
Faces you blankly
Knowing your fear
Waiting for your head to turn
So he can disappear

When your head turns back
The hideous crecher isn’t there
You feel your blood pump hotter
Your skin begin to quiver

Laying back in bed
The covers pulled tightly over your head
Your ear hears a sound
Full of tiny squeaks and hisses
And you swear it’s the spider
Chuckling, howling with laughter

The hairs on your neck
Standing on end
Leaving you gasping for breath
As the pain sets in

The spike I fear
Has bitten you so
So down your last drink
And let the nightmare appear.

andymydear on August 9th, 2009 05:44 pm (UTC)
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